Tingly Feelings ?

1. 13
   Aug
   

   Alone in the world.

   This year has had to be one of the toughest years for me. I have had to learn to accept that the one thing I have been hoping for, for the past four years will not happen. I know people say I should have patience and wait but I know it will never happen. I have had to learn to accept reality. I miss what used to be, I miss my family being one. I know sooner or later I’ll have to face all these things I’ve been running from but I can’t handle it. People always say I’m such a strong person because of everything I’ve been through but truth is I’m crumbling. I cry everyday because I can’t face the truth. Everyone that I thought would be there for me has left, I feel like I’m alone in all this mess. This year I feel as though the most important people to me don’t care about me and they have left me to fight this battle alone. I can’t talk to anyone about anything anymore. I still have the same feeling I had four years ago, I still feel guilt for everything that has happened and there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about what has happened, everything replays in my head. What could’ve been, what would’ve been. I wish I could do everything over. I’m sorry that until now I’m a big disappointment.

   • I still think about it
   • past
   • roughest four years
2. 2
   10
   Jul
   

   WE LOVE YOU :L

   im so ugly i made an onion cry

   teach me how to dougie

   i like to eat poo

   i like to eat candy with mandy

   Nilbog

   honey , i love you

   make me a sandwich
3. 1
   24
   Jun
   

   Her name is Kristal and I love her.
4. 21
   Jun
   

   I think I’m fallin’ for you and I’m scared.
5. 1
   20
   Jun
   

   dont forget

   clean the ff:

   -shoes downstairs (should be all in one side)

   -tidy up the toilet downstairs and room

   -wash the remaining dishes in the sink

   and we’ll do the rest altogether.
6. 20
   Jun
   

   hey, laura. i know who it is!

   bwuahahaha
7. 2
   20
   Jun
   

   shower

   I forgot to take a shower. Actually its been a week and a half. No one will notice anyway.
8. 126727
   15
   Jun
   
   

   c0astin:

   Reblog, go to your tumblr, click the picture, and find out who you were in your past life. ;)

   That’s fucking creepy.

   its weird and so accurate. wow.

   Well fuck dude. Everything makes sense now D:

   Oh shit.

   I’m probs Hitler. Let’s see :’)

   (via judaaay)
9. 10
   Jun
   

   Thank you for these past couple of days. I know you say that you really appreciate my time to listen to you and as much as you think I’m helping you, your helping me more. I have actually been smiling more lately just by talking to you.
10. 32201
    6
    Jun
    

    The reasons why girls talk to more guys then girls.

    hoyitspauline:

    stephaaniiee:

    fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts:

    Guys are there for you. They don’t talk shit about you and they don’t start useless drama with you. Other people may think “oh she’s sucha slut she always hangs out with guys”, but no. That doesn’t make you a slut, it’s because you’d rather be around people who are straight up with you rather than fake bitches. And they’d rather spend their time having fun instead of wasting time gossiping and talking shit. 

    THIS ^

    (Source: lindermaan)